Friday, February 20, 2009

Well, I failed today. This thing that I have been working on, for myself, I had a chance to practice it and I failed. BUT, the good thing is that I noticed it right away, and had a chance to "fix" it, whereas before, I would have just stewed.

Here's how it went....there was a situation, I wanted something to happen, and the conversation in my head goes on...."you should say something. you know this is what THEY want", so I said what I thought this person expected me to say, and then when they didn't act the way I expected, I got mad. They were suppose to say "No, you go ahead" or something like that. If I would have just spoken up about how I really felt, I wouldn't have spent the afternoon alone.

It's ok...i'm learning. Six months ago, I would have been mad for a long time and just spent the next few days saying nothing was wrong! Baby steps!

2 comments:

Betsy said...

Its hard work! Your doing good! You cant change things if you dont do the work, right? Good job!

blessedx3 said...

learning right there with ya and it is hard...